My Dear Friend

Here's to you my past companion
Here's to you, now that i cannot retain your fist when you are enraged with the world.
The nights you spent fighting with your own shadow, you always lost the battle.


Here's to you, drowning in your poison, or have you already drowned?
You told me to run away before I could reach out for your hand
You said stay, you said hate me, you begged dont leave
I dug the soil, ran in your rivers, got lost in your forestfires.


Here's to you for i can not pretend this isn't slowly murdering my insides
I loved you, i love you, i love you
Here's to you my dear friend, for i can love you no longer