Letters of a Rainy Day

Accidentally, I gave you my heart
You will carry me away, hopefully
Baby, I was not ready for love
But your lips have traced my future so carefully...
For so long.

Accidentally, I have fallen
I can't deny you
I am yours, blindfully
Yet you've ran so far from me
How long until this consumes you?

Accidentally, I've let go of fears
Let me give myself to you, disarmed
Baby, I was not ready for love
But I am ready for you
Because home is nowhere but in your arms

And maybe I am falling
Maybe I can no longer pretend
I've handed in my weapons
Gave up the battle within me
How many more times will you push me away?

Accidentally, I am here to stay
Or maybe was it, all along, my destiny
To be yours, blindfully.

Defeated

Your bones are steel
But I still feel you tremble
Your core may be broken
For you cannot bend
I breathe you in while you escape with what's left of myself
You gave me wings only to cut them open

Come back baby
Come back to me
Don't leave me wanting
The game is lost with no cause or reason
No answer to the unknown
Just the echo of your voice of treason

Come back baby
Come back to me
You came in like a lover
And left like a thief
Ran through my fears, my hopes, my scars
Took me with you, too

Come back baby
Come back to me
I can't accept the defeat
I can't escape the affliction
You've shoved bricks to my feet
What for, I've lost the notion

Come back baby
Come back to me

Give me someone to believe in
Sweet sweet lies
A taste of your soft kisses

Give me something to believe in
A lullaby of all your alibies
A little bit of what my heart misses

Give it all in
and come back baby
Come back to me

Broken

I kill myself to live
Will you strangle my light?
Will you keep me in the darkness?

I have ached once too many for you to tell me...
Once too many...
Did it hunt me down
Captured what was once free
Broke me to pieces
Will you shatter my inner?

(because) I have ached once too many for you to tell me...

I've stopped running
Quit the battle, couldn't handle the defeat
Passed you by
You
Your eyes
Your heart

I have ached once too many for you to tell me...
Once too many...
Will you hunt me down
Capture what is free
Broke me to pieces
Will you shatter my inner?

(because) I have ached once too many for you to tell me...

Your touch may never feel me
For you never saw me completely
Have you ever looked my way
Yet your soul will forever haunt me

I have ached once too many for you to tell me...
Once too many...
Can't hunt me down, can't capture me
'cause you'll never break me to pieces
You can't get to my inner

Because I have ached once too many for you to tell me you love me.

Lover in the Doorway

Time's up
Did you wake up suffocated?
It's your one chance to go
Leave before I get to you
Lover in the doorway

I'm the tears you cried for her
The passion that insists
The fear that hides in the darkness of your heart
The love that feels right when it's hated

Run before I get to you
The game's never over until you lose
In the stillness of each morning
Can I only find the breeze of your ghost
Had you never discovered my secret

Run for this is too much
...or not enough
Run in the dark
Your time is up

She showed you to hide true colors
She destroyed your inner
Poked holes in your lungs
Until your shadow became a one-man show

Be my night runner
I'll be your fugitive
Until love kidnaps us.

How much?

How much for Freedom
The devil's got your soul
Where are you gonna run to?
You're steel and I'm heartless

How much for Freedom
Your hate, your pain, your sex
Things to never be forgiven
Until your own echoes numb your nightmares

How much for Freedom
Sins are my only way out
Is the auto-destruct function in?
For you must break me to see my insides

How much for Freedom
Hit me up again, give me some more
Only when I am dead can you feel me
Everything is better once you lost it

So much for Freedom