White Lies and Excuses

In your eyes, i saw the past, the present and future tense, conjugated, correlated, beautifully put together.
In your eyes, i saw the love, the affliction and the pain indistinctly, narrowingly pinpointing the emptiness of our existence.
I saw them questioning the life of this story, only when it was too late.
Foolish, inconsiderate, selfish.
Your eyes told me to worry but i had already fallen on my knees.
Bruised and cracked open, twisted aching bones i was silently screaming myself out of this
I was looking for redemption.
I was looking for a little bit more of what i never could feel.
And oh so easily did you show me what i will never be for you.
Oh how i love your white lies and excuses.