I know there's a way out of this town, out of myself. the tingling feeling in my feet, the butterflies in my stomach, the rush to my head and the thought of never coming back never felt more grand, more bold, yet so close...one shot away, one breath away...just a little bit more and i'm right there with you and out of everything i would ever want to escape. until i'm off my clouds, back to where i never wanted to be, where comfort is not to be found.
fail me now. hurt me again. twist the metal until the pain numbs. make me bend until i break. NOW, HERE, ALWAYS. paying my dues, mistakes i've got to find forgiveness for. the weight of life, you could never show me enough. so i get up, and pay again. Take in the nothingness you are giving me. Making me incomplete, dirty, disgusting: the way i've always been.
Won't you please hit me again? i have never felt so dead.
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